Wednesday, March 9, 2011

The End is in Sight

I was sure that this time in life would never come.  Everyone always said "enjoy your year off while you can it goes by so fast."  Now, here I am with an 11 months old (11 months yikes) and asking myself where did the time go.  I still feel like it's Christmas and I am thinking yeah I still have so much time left; and now it's March.  Wow.

Let us keep in mind that I have been off work since Feb 2010.  So, in all reality, I have had more time off then the average person.  Due to the kick butt benefits at my work I did not have to go back in Feb 2011. Alas I get to go back 52 weeks after my delivery date. 

The time has come to start easing Leah into dayhome.  Easing myself back into that work mind set.  Prepare us for the next stage in our lives.  The stage where mom goes to work, Leah goes to care, and we spend the early mornings, late afternoons, and early evenings as a family.  No more 24/7 with my little girl.  It makes me sad.  But I do believe that it is the best for me to return to work and for Leah to play all day with friends and with an adult supervisor other than her mommy.  She is already a mommy suck and the older she gets the worse it gets.  

This will be good for us?!  Right?


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